Feathers

I'm walking through a clearing lined by trees with a beautiful woman walking beside me, and I discover a marvelous feather. She told me, "feathers represent your guardian angel." So, I started collecting them. That was in the COVID days. We were painted unafraid. Life was good. Fast forward a year or so later though, and I'm belly crawling headlong through thickets with armed men hunting me like an animal. I kept finding feathers.
I found out a secret my dad had kept hidden from me my entire life. Dad had acted like my best friend for forty years. I never would have believed, until it happened, that he would try to have me murdered. That's how I ended up in the woods. Looking back, there was foreshadowing. Dad used to joke with my uncle (by marriage) and the men in his family about hunting each other. I don't think I'm the only one. Fortunately, God was with me.
In the heat of July 2021, a team of men hunted me for approximately ten days through the Oklahoma wilderness. All I had were my shoes and the clothes on my back. I drank urine to survive, swam across the Arkansas River, ate a raw turtle I forced open with a railroad spike, and otherwise endured Hell on Earth.
Just before the men would catch up to me, I would find a feather, and the situation would spiral into danger. Guided by my conscience, the will power to live, and life experience, I was able to get away each time. Every time I got away, I would reach into my pocket, and the feather I found would be gone. It got to where after I found a feather, I knew something was about to happen. After four or five times, I knew my ex-girlfriend was right about the feathers.
I know God exists. There is no question in my mind. That wasn't always the case. When I was an undergraduate becoming a chemist, I stopped believing, but God brought me back around. After making it to Texas after surviving being hunted, I called my dad a few months later. I said, "I forgive you," and he just hung up the phone. He was buried the day before my birthday in 2022. God is a buckler for those who trust in him. Godspeed.